August 2009
1 post
July 2009
16 posts
ASK ME ANYTHING
you wanna know, and i’ll answer.
i'm driving to ohio tonight.
pretty self explanatory i suppose. my boyfriend and i are leaving around 10pm Chicago time and getting in tomorrow morning around 5/6am Ohio time.
i hate time changes. thats whats gonna suck so fucking bad. other than that, i’m getting a lot of my stuff to bring back to chicago. thank fucking god.
anyways, i need to power nap so i’m awake & ready to drive seven hours.
when life was a reaction, and love wasn't hurting...
something feels different. i don’t know what it is, but i know i don’t like it.
i don’t feel well, and my head is spinning. i want everything that is on my mind to just disappear, because i’m starting to feel really shitty. i want everything to be okay. why isn’t it yet?
driving fast through a big city at night.
how many lights do you see? there is one that spills out on the beach and it sparkles on the jetting rocks and there is one that waits for tired ships that sleep within this tired port.
—conor oberst.
vicky cristina barcelona. <3
June 2009
29 posts
fustercluk.
im falling back into that routine of my horrible sleeping pattern. my heart starts to beat really fast, and i begin to feel like i have to vomit. this happens every night. i start to feel anxious and stressed out about alot of things.
Beirut.
jennsinfiniteabyss:
I could seriously drive my car all around America, with only them to listen to,
and never grow tired of it.
Such a lovely trip it would be.
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Dear Homecoming,
i rly like a lot of the things you blog. marry me, based on the fact that i think your tumblarity should be ten million?
i’m watching oh brother, where art thou. i’m sleepy. i want italian food. today sucks. and its my three month anniversary. woot.
as i went down in the river to pray,
good lord, show me the way. oh mothers, lets go down. c’mon down, don’t you wanna go down?
i’ve been sleeping so strange at night.
-.
i wish my boyfriend wouldn’t go to bed so early lately. i really like being held just a little bit longer into the night.
fuck yah-heat lightning in the summer. <3
You Will? You? Will. You? Will.You? Will.
I am so tired, and I am sick and tired of getting no sleep. I smoke too many cigarettes, I drink too much soda, and I’m still unemployed. I want some answers, and I want to be asleep for hour upon hour until I feel completely refreshed.
I don’t know, maybe I’m asking for too much.
‘dont like…type it in and share it with people…’
this is morning;
—too many cigarettes already —no coffee, seriously? —disney channel, zack & cody —shitty little mood —its only one in the afternoon.
general list of things that have happened/are happening/general info about this shitty sunday. anyone know a miracle cure for the pain of a wisdom tooth?
things ive noticed about this summer:
cigarettes, just in general. not having a job isnt bad, ive gotten by nicely. …[but i still need a job]. ive changed a little. and at least its for the better. im more outgoing and friendly. people like to shit on you, so therefore make new friends. i miss “the rocks” in bay more than i thought i would. we havent gone downtown in awhile. [ps. why do i always forget i...
I am completely in love, and I really need to find a job. That’s really the only update I have.
Oh, I’d love to step outside for a cigarette as well.
May 2009
6 posts
sugarcane;
Two soy lattes, one can of sugarfree redbull, and my boyfriend at my side got me through today, and I now have sixteen applications in. I’m ready to start working full time again. I miss the feeling of being completely financially stable and independent. I really hope this all comes together soon, cause I would really love to just have my shit together. I’ve gotta start writing things...
love, and the variations of the subject;
as i sit here in my new apartment, i cant help but be totally overwhelmed that everything has finally fallen into place. my boyfriend is getting some stuff together and will be back soon, and im here with my marlboro lights, sex and the city, and a whole bunch of happiness. the sounds of the city buzz past the window, and it just feels so brand new to me. i love every minute of it. im going job...
I suppose wishful thinking has the best of me on...
I walked into my my new three story house on December the 24 th to await the most joyful and jolly filled Christmas Eve imaginable. The front door was made completely of wood, with glass you could look straight at to see a perfect reflection staring straight back at your lovely face accompanied with a wool knit sweater you bought on sale at Neiman & Marcus. When entering the exuberantly...